Blog 01/04/2014

I'm currently heading to school with a nervous heart because our class will take the school assembly today. But anyways, let's move on.

I vow to be a strong person from now on. I promise not to worry too much, even though it's like the hardest thing to do. I don't want to cause any burden on anyone, anymore. The worst thing I ever did was, when someone was in a bad mood, I worried so much that I let it show through, and it worried that person even more. To be a burden for someone who is already worried is the most terrible thing one could ever do.

To be strong is not to stop crying. I'm not saying that I will force my emotions to remain in my heart forever. Instead, I shall never let myself think that I am broken. I shall not let myself think of my countless fears.

Most of the times, for crying people to comfort other cying people is harder, so I believe that if there is one more calm person, it certainly will be a better situation. I have tried so hard not to let my worries show through, but I suppose I'm a useless actress with a severe lack of skills, and it's always so obvious. To anyone who I have worried, please ignore me when you're in a terrible mood.