unstructured lyrics that fit into nothing

I tried to prove that I wasn't a complete failure at lyrics but I turned out to be much worse than I thought hahaha but I spent time on them and poured emotions into it so here you go

it was in the middle of the busy city
where we met on a hopeful autumn day,
your eyes were filled with joy and anticipation,
I think I found my happiness in them

the sky grew dark and days became colder
I must've lost you amidst the blinding city lights
I couldn't see clearly, but your eyes seemed lifeless
filled with hopelessness and dismay

you gave me hope more than anything else
you made me want to be the strongest i can become
when it rained, you became my only light
and in the night, your smile gently guided me home

even if, right now, we're nothing more than pieces,
let me hold myself together for your sake
if i could become a source of your strength
then let me silently break down inside

then summer came but we never blossomed
I have lost my strength but I no choice but to hide it
I couldn't look at you, but your eyes seemed hopeless
like you've given up on yourself

you gave me hope more than anything else
you made me want to be the strongest i can become
when it rained, you became my only light
and in the night, your smile gently guided me home

if you would grow again with hope and strength repaired
I would be willing to water you with my tears and fears
if there is anything that i can do to restore your hope
then let me pour in all my emotions empty myself

you gave me hope more than anything else
you made me want to be the strongest i can become
when it rained, you became my only light
and in the night, your smile gently guided me home

I believed in you more than you did yourself
you gave me more hope than you could even give yourself
even faint memories of you kept me going on until now
even right now, your are the one whom I admire the most

no matter what you become
you are my biggest hope