Blog 17/12/2013

Here I am breaking the tradition and writing my blog at the very start of the day. It is probably because ideas came rushing out of my head and I basically had too much to say.

Now, into the main topic, have you ever fangirled, or looked up to a senior girl (or person of the same gender)? Actually most people have, unless they feel that they are the best, that no one can surpass them. Or else, everyone would have one or two of those cases where you admire your seniors' talents and feel some kind of interest in getting to know that person.

It's like catching stars, I could say. Technically it's impossible for the time being. It's like craving for something unreachable because deep down you know abundantly that you'll never be good enough to make that person appreciate you back. It's not idolization, instead I'd describe it as some kind of love too, not involving romance, a kind of affection that mentally pulls you towards that person.

And doing things to fufill your fangirl feels is simply an act of passion and desire. Once the desire fades away, you'll probably realize how stupid you were. After that happens, that person you were originally a fangirl of, will become just another one of those 7 billion people on earth. End of story. That's how sad it is.