Blog 15/04/2014

Here comes last day of school before Easter break. I'm more than thrilled...

Anyways I somehow felt the comfort of a  cool breeze this morning, one that reminded me of autumn. Perhaps... There's still hope that autumn isn't gone yet. I, wearing my school's summer uniform, raced through the streets, enjoying the accompaniment of the autumn-summer breeze. My emotions were so mixed and confusing. I knew that there was genuine delight inside my heart, but there was also this sudden emptiness that killed all of the delight.

After Easter, it would already be May, which meant that the academic year would be ending pretty soon. It was such a saddening thing to think of. Last year, when I was a primary six student about to graduate, I dreaded the arrival of May since it would be half-day school, and my primary school days would end in the blink of an eye. It wasn't as painful as the previous year's experience, but it gave me such emptiness that upsets me a lot.

It was just such sad reality. Why did it always have to be only me who doesn't change her heart? Time passed recklessly and silently, people forgot things coldly, while I, having excessive feelings, indulge in the bliss of the past. Perhaps... I don't fit in this world.