form two life.

I decided to write a blog today because, as a friend pointed out, I haven't written one in ages. I'd certainly receive hatred if I say that F2 life is busy and a lot harder, but I really wasn't able to squeeze time for updating my blog.

I used to write blogs on the way back home from school, but right now, every second on the MTR is precious because I desperately need a few moments of rest. I'm lucky that I'm able to make use of the ever-so-lovely weekend to update about my life as a F2. To sum it up in one sentence, it's a fun yet exciting experience, and time is more precious than it ever was. I often can't finish things before 0:00, which heavily influences my health in the worst ways ever.

Don't get me wrong; I really love life as a F2. It's exactly what I want in life -- excitement, challenges, as well as responsibilities. I'm a person who values personal achievements, and since I've certainly worked my hardest this year, I'm really glad. It's the feeling of being productive and being able to complete the most things within my ability that makes me happy. I've also become a lot more organized, and I actually started paying full attention in class and taking notes.

It's just that, at times, it's stressful and tiring. Sometimes, being incredibly tired, I get frustrated and feel like crying, but that doesn't matter. I like streching myself for the sake of completing things, so it's worth it. Even right now, as I'm typing in the words, I'm actually dosing off. It's really taking a toll on my health and wellbeing, but how my life becomes so meaningful makes me satisfied.

And right now, after enduring a year of being the undignified babies (which I ended up enjoying), I finally have juniors. I look forward to knowing some of them on personal levels. I used to want juniors just to feel superior, but this year, I actually want to be friends with them. (Laughs at own ridiculous statement.) 

As for the goals of this year, they're pretty simple. I'll give up the relaxed life in order to achieve as much as possible. I want to be able to do the best within my own limited ability. I want to put in all my effort to get along with everyone and also understand them. Lastly, I want to be able to sleep more as right now, I'm really, really, really, really (and perhaps one hundred more times) exhausted.

I have a lot of hope in this coming year.