random episodes of new school year
Uh. After two nights of last-minute homework, I finally have time to update my blog.
The new 2014-15 school year has just started, and it's very exciting, even though I do have some terrible worries about it. I do have a lot of hope in this coming year.
I've been assigned great teachers, for which I'm genuinely grateful for. My class teachers are nice ones too, but I just have the feeling that they hate me. No matter what reasons it is for, I'll work hard to change their first impression of me. There's still a whole year in front, so I still have hope in that.
Although I really like the new teachers I've been assigned, I still really miss the previous ones, especially Miss Lee, who has left the school. I've always had unnecessary complaints and dissatisfactions about her, but she really taught me and helped me a lot. I'm the kind of person who values fun during lessons, and learns the best under fun atmospheres, so I benefited a lot from her lessons last year. I still remember that I balled my eyes out when I heard that she was leaving, and I am still doing the same (at the moment while writing this). It's not something that I describe properly in words. When I remind myself of the fact that I don't have an idea when I'll meet her again, it makes me unsettled. That kind of secondary 1 life is something that I long to experience again.
Right now, as a secondary 2 girl, I can finally have some junior schoolmates. It kind of hurts to think that I'm no longer fresh. I forced a friend to walk along level four (s1 floor) with me today because I was too afraid. Compared to us, they somehow are so much more energetic. It's the freshness of new school members, perhaps. That feeling of enjoying time with friends while not knowing what will happen, like when I was a new student, is something that has become a fantasy to me. It used to be within reach, but not anymore.
Sorry for such a negative post. I was too focused on the past life that I really loved. In present, it's not that I'm not happy. It's just that I'm very nervous about the new year that seems to contain so many different possibilities. I believe that, if anything goes wrong, I still have a whole year ahead for me to correct it. This kind of hope will keep me hopeful until the end of this year without any problems. I really, really cannot wait to know how this year will be like for me.
Everyone who I'll come across, and everyone who I've come across already, please kindly take care of me.
The new 2014-15 school year has just started, and it's very exciting, even though I do have some terrible worries about it. I do have a lot of hope in this coming year.
I've been assigned great teachers, for which I'm genuinely grateful for. My class teachers are nice ones too, but I just have the feeling that they hate me. No matter what reasons it is for, I'll work hard to change their first impression of me. There's still a whole year in front, so I still have hope in that.
Although I really like the new teachers I've been assigned, I still really miss the previous ones, especially Miss Lee, who has left the school. I've always had unnecessary complaints and dissatisfactions about her, but she really taught me and helped me a lot. I'm the kind of person who values fun during lessons, and learns the best under fun atmospheres, so I benefited a lot from her lessons last year. I still remember that I balled my eyes out when I heard that she was leaving, and I am still doing the same (at the moment while writing this). It's not something that I describe properly in words. When I remind myself of the fact that I don't have an idea when I'll meet her again, it makes me unsettled. That kind of secondary 1 life is something that I long to experience again.
Right now, as a secondary 2 girl, I can finally have some junior schoolmates. It kind of hurts to think that I'm no longer fresh. I forced a friend to walk along level four (s1 floor) with me today because I was too afraid. Compared to us, they somehow are so much more energetic. It's the freshness of new school members, perhaps. That feeling of enjoying time with friends while not knowing what will happen, like when I was a new student, is something that has become a fantasy to me. It used to be within reach, but not anymore.
Sorry for such a negative post. I was too focused on the past life that I really loved. In present, it's not that I'm not happy. It's just that I'm very nervous about the new year that seems to contain so many different possibilities. I believe that, if anything goes wrong, I still have a whole year ahead for me to correct it. This kind of hope will keep me hopeful until the end of this year without any problems. I really, really cannot wait to know how this year will be like for me.
Everyone who I'll come across, and everyone who I've come across already, please kindly take care of me.
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