Blog 24/01/2014

Today I wondered what set me apart from other people, so I decided to write a blog to share about this. So now, in what way am I special...?

Everyone is different, but I believe that I posess a unique kind of individuality, in the sense that I strongly believe that me as a person is very unique and it is hard to find someone that is similar. I do have weaknesses, but I'm totally happy with them because most of these are what sets me apart from others.

The first thing is that I won't adjust my likes to get accepted. I really don't care that me and my friends like things that I don't like, I just sit around and join in whenever there is something that I can chat with them about. My sense of individuality so so strong, I insist that I get to like what I really like. For example, none of my friends watch Nana, so I don't talk about it and just keep on watching it.

The second is that I do not bother to become a good girl. It's not that I have a perverted mind and think that bad things are good, it's that my actions just never meet with that 'typical good girl' standards. I've tried before, behaving properly, but it didn't take long before I started shouting and laughing hysterically again.

The third is that I have extremely long-lasting feelings and opinions. My opinions rarely ever change, and I still pretty much love my first ever best friend, in a friendly way, even though we no longer know each other anymore. Like seriously. I struggle to make desicions, but when they're made, they almost never change. Never.

The fourth is that I am extremely complicated and emotional. When I'm happy, I'm so much happier than people usually are; when I'm sad, I'm so much sadder than usual people. I have experienced a sudden burst of terrible frustration and tears. I become emotional when I can't speak. And I have so much more opinions than usual people. It is surely weird.

The fifth and last point is that I never see things on the bright side. Some people are like them too, but I believe I have been like that since an extremely young age, which sure is unusual because those days were supposed to be happy and no-worries days.

That's me.
Watashi wa watashi.