Blog 22/11/2013

Today we had 4 hours of lunch!!! It was so fun and so amazing... But that's not the main point. The thing I'm going to spend a ton of words on is my emotion today. For some particular reason, I had the most feelings and emotions today. Today is our school's speech day, which is boring but we get four hours for lunch. Happy 22nd of November. I just realized (date)/(month) = 2 lol ;)

Today, using part of my super long lunch, I went to visit my old school, which was next to my new school. I did what I usually do, raising my head and staring straight into the beautiful sky around my old school campus. Then I would walk around and feel the memories slowly appear before me one by one. It was always my wish to visit my old school, and it was amazing to know that I could.

Nothing had changed much. But somehow, it just didn't feel as familiar. It didn't feel like home to me, now that I've left, it seems more like a surreal paradise than where I belong in. I wanted to feel the happiness that I had when I was in the old school. It just felt like I was stepping on some foreign land, which was pretty sad. I needed to know that this. Was. Not. Foreign. Land.

And then we went to the middle garden (actually, a playground) to play. As a primary one, I never liked the playground. I thought it was hideous and stupid. Now my thoughts are the opposite. I went on the swings, and that moment when I was high up in the sky, all the worries and burdens just evaporated into the screams and laughter. I knew it was genuine happiness. And I knew, that very moment, I was still, and forever will be, a child.

So it was a day of mixed emotions. Sorry this post had to be up two days late because school ended at 8 and the next day I had tons to work on. Happy 22/24 of November ;)