Blog 26/11/2013

I decided to dish on how I am. Frankly speaking, this topic is not the most interesting topic for readers, and it might waste some of their time. But I've made up my mind. There's no turning back now.

Most people who know me from school see me as this random, crazy freak. I constantly laugh and scream and sometimes I fail to control my volume, which always becomes a problem. People at church see me as this quiet and serious person who is probably introverted. My relatives see me as an impolite and socially awkward person. Please allow me to clarify, the people at school already have the closest impression of me, but there's so much more that nobody knows of. In fact, some of these are also hidden in my brain, and I do not know of them too.

If I were to pick eight words to describe myself, I would most probably pick pessimistic, polarized, strong-willed, misunderstood, outspoken, loud, secretive and observant. Some of these have given me indescribable pain. And some of the words are pretty self-explanatory, but I guess you dont know what I mean by polarized. I'm polarized because, um, you'll understand after I give some examples. Sometimes, I simply have to see people, but then sometimes I hate them so much that I'd rather hide at home.

So that is all for today, I'll continue some other day, if you'll not kill me ;)